रहेउ प्रथम अब ते दिन बीते। समुझि परा कछु कारन कीते॥
What was once so has passed; those days are gone, and only now is the reason becoming clear. The moment for this has already been and is over. What you are asking about belongs to a chapter that has closed.
What to do: Let it go. The answer will make sense to you later, and the delay is protective.
Show the letters your path picked up
थमअबतेदिनबीतेसमुझिपराकछुकारनकीरहेउप्र
Read from the letter you touched, taking every ninth. It enters the verse partway through, which is why it begins mid-line.